Thursday, August 13, 2009

It's feel that I suffered this without myself knowing it. All this while, it's been happening to me, but I'm dumb to realise it! Makes me feel so out of place. With nowhere to call my own, feel like an unappreciated object, being used around and placed aside once not used!

Besides that, I feel so timid of what lies for me in the future! As the saying goes, you determine your future. I now feel as if every possible move I take will have mishaps happen! This doesn't feel like the REAL me. At times, I think that a certain thing is right, ends up wrong. What strategies should I use?? Why can't I lay out my plans in place perfectly, like how I used to??? Have I lost my touch of holding that bright future I might achieve one day?!

No matter what, I will recover, but it's gonna take a long healing process. Regain and gain hold of the strengths that i once use to have.


"Through that dark tunnel, a bright, white light awaits you. It's whether do you want to go for it, or still suffer in the silence. Do you???"
Another Story DECODED!!!! :D at 6:19 PM